You just have to wake up and get ready for another day of torture.
Monday, April 27, 2009@12:37 AM

Yes it's 12:38am now. There's school tomorrow,
but I don't really care.
I'm not even sure if I can stop my thoughts
and go to sleep...
Anyways, I know I haven't been updating. Sorry.
So I don't know my emotions,
I don't know the real me.
Like I said,
I just have to wake up and get ready for another day of torture.
Torture?
Heck yes.
My emotions are getting to me.
I shall try and turn in now...
I can only ask for God's help that I'll wake up punctually
at 5:45am tomorrow and survive.
And stay awake in class, of course...