dreamland.
Sunday, April 5, 2009@5:46 PM

This morning, I had a nightmare & a nice dream.
Nightmare:
I was in secondary school and then I saw this
super pale girl with straight black hair
and black-grey eyes (maybe a hungry vampire, like I'd know). Curious, I went forward to sit with her.
She stared at me and I kinda freaked out.
***
I reached home, and then I heard my phone
ring [Bella's Lullaby]; I had received a message.
It was something like this:
I'm the girl you sat beside today.
You know what,
I'm gonna destroy this whole ****ing (what the hell?) world.
If you think I can't,
well I'll destroy you first.

And some other things which I forgot.
Damn it's like so random???

Oh yeah sorry I had 2 nice dreams. Yay good.
Cos I can't stand that stupid nightmare.
What the hell is wrong with my fried brain? :/
Nice dream 1:
I composed a piece on the piano haha. (random)
Well I could remember a few parts and I played it on the piano in church today.
LOL.
It was a beautiful dream 'cos this lead to the 2nd nice dream:
I was playing for Edward Cullen and he played my lullaby.
SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET.
Then I played Love Story on the guitar for him and he proposed to me?!?
(Just like in Eclipse)
I don't know but I think I said Yes. LOL!
Okay my brain is completely fried. Who cares.
Btw, if you wanna know what happened in church today,
check out my Twitter :)
Well I gotta study now...
Bye! :)

Here's a song for you:

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry


Lyrics

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of singers
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

I seriously don't know what kind of shitty crap school will be like tomorrow.
You're not sorry, I'm sorry but you won't listen to me, will you?
And to that other person,
you're so stubborn huh?
You think I'm still the old person who'll always make the first move,
but apparently, I'm waiting.
And even if you do apologize,
I don't think we'll be what we used to be like in the past.
Cos I had a 3rd nice dream (sorry for not mentioning this):
I'm waiting for a new true best friend.
When I go to secondary school,
I'm going to change to a new person.
So...
I don't know what else to say,
but somehow it seems like alot of my dreams are coming true (like premonitions? Maybe.)
Like, I dreamt about a message and the next day I really received one.
Well I don't know.
I just hope for my 3rd dream to come true.
It'll be awesome and I don't mind waiting.
What I really want is all listed in my private diary,
and I'm sorry but I'm going to seal my lips tightly about that.

You're not sorry, are you?

P.S I hope my nightmare doesn't come true. I'll be freaking out at that message if it does come true. Gosh -_-
Alright, gonna study English & Maths,
then turn in early for the night I think. :D