Sunday, December 30, 2012@11:52 PM

Twilight Calendar!


Twilight New Moon Movie



Official New Moon trailer in high definition... OMG. OMG. OMG.

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON trailer in HD


Esme looked so pretty here. Alice too!!!
OMG. I AM GOING CRAZY!!!
la tua cantante.
Friday, June 26, 2009@3:05 PM

Meg & Dia - Fighting For Nothing



Meg & Dia - Black Wedding



Meg & Dia - Monster



Meg & Dia - The Last Great Star In Hollywood



Meg & Dia - What If



Meg & Dia - Setting Up Sunday



Taylor Swift - Breathe



"... and to me, this is the definition of real music: it’s made with meaningful lyrics, proper background music, unique voices and real emotions, which can at least teach you something."
CAMP ROCK!!! FINAL JAM!!! THIS IS ME!!! DEMI LOVATO!!!
Sunday, May 31, 2009@9:37 PM

OMG I WATCHED CAMP ROCK ON CHNL 5 JUST NOW AND IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!
The second best movie EVER!!!
Going to be third... Maybe it will still be second,
cos the first/second will definitely be TWILIGHT & NEW MOON! HEHE.
ANYWAY.
This Is Me is very meaningful and immediately after Mitchie, or Demi, finished the song, I knew who I wanted to be. And no one is going to stop me now,
because...
(This is real, this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now, gonna let the light, shine on me, now I've found, who I am, there's no way to hold it in, no more hiding who I wanna be, this is me.)
Yeah. It's exactly what I feel.
And...
I am going to show the world the real me!!!
:D
TODAY
Friday, May 22, 2009@11:28 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY I LOVE YOU!!! :D

Haha today was hella crappy cos I am down with a bloody cold and I fell down and now I have 5 plasters on myself but I felt like Bella Swan and it was kinda fun and then I was walking with Meng Ju to buy plaster cos I fell when I on the balancing thing cos we went to the playground after the stupid YAS (I almost slept there) so I don't know why I am so clumsy this year and last year I didn't even fall once, this is my third time falling in 2009 and then after I am done with treating my wounds I went to KFC to enjoy crispy chicken even though I have a sore throat but I don't care cos I like their chicken and also I have nothing better to do and today is e-learning day but I don't like it cos I don't get to go crazy in school but never mind.

LOOK AT THAT SENTENCE! HAHA.

Okay counting down to 23 May... YAY!!!
very talented...
Saturday, May 16, 2009@10:55 PM

ohmygosh can you believe this 6-year-old small girl is so damn talented :(
she's WAY much more talented than me oh man and she's cute!!
AKA CONNIE TALBOT!!!

Britain's Got Talent




OMG, I know, her voice is awesome!! AND SHE WAS ONLY 6 YEARS OLD THEN OMG.
SHOPPING :D
10:13 PM

HEY WENT SHOPPING WITH RACHEL NG AT TAMPINES 1 & TAMPINES MALL TODAY!!!
Okay I was picking out a suitable dress for my birthday party, which is 6 days away! xD
Anyway, we went to eat KFC first @ Eastpoint. :)
Kay I know I eat chicken very unclean... If you can catch my drift. Haha.
So after that we went to Tampines 1 to shop... Bought nothing 'cos I didn't want to waste $.
So we walked for a LOOOONG time. Then really nothing else, so we went to Tampines Mall. :D
Went to look for accessories... Ended up running out of time. Bleh :l
So whatever I totally PWNED Isetan's Mango, I got this dress at $18 [Isetan had this sale and I just happened to run inside. I mean run yes run.] WHEN IT'S ORIGINAL PRICE WAS $69. VERY GOOD RIGHT + BRANDED STUFF I TOTALLY PWNED THE DRESS.
HAHAHAHA.
Total pwnage. :3
So anyways I am not gonna tell you how it looks like. Rachel knows and she says it looks okay so yeah she has a head for fashion okay so follow her advice better. Haha.
After that we went to get ingredients to make muffins :) I mean she made them, I couldn't cos dad wanted to drive me home liao... Damn.
Anyway I bought a pair of heart earrings haha.
Then when my dad came to pick me, I was gawking at the CAR what the hell. Okay I am usually driven around by my dad in a van whatever brand I don't care.
This time, the CAR is a black BMW. OMG LIKE WHAT THE HELL MAN I WAS LITERALLY LIKE SCREAMING MENTALLY? OMG.
Very shocking... But anyway he told me his boss lent it to him or something. Bleh. Why couldn't it be a red BMW M3 convertible? That'd be so fun. :(
And I want to try like car-speeding... Okay forget it I am going crazy.
If it could've been better, a yellow Porsche 911 Turbo.
Best of the best, a SILVER SHINY VOLVO HAHAHA.
Ok fine forget it I had chicken rice for dinner.
And I am listening to You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift now. :P


Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me


Anyways I hate exams kay I am not going to try my new method anymore... = 3 hours sleep and cramming/studying, whatever the layman's term is.
I shall switch back to my old method... At least my old method can totally pwn people. Well sometimes. Haha.
My results totally not my standard-type, and whatever I don't care I just will get my target PSLE score... meaning study hard.
Yes I want to get a scholarship to study in America. Can I study in Forks High School when I am 17? Yay. Cullens must be included inside though, or else I will die of boredom in school.
I SURVIVED.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009@5:42 PM

Uh huh yeah I survived school+maths paper with 3 hours of sleep.
I know, miracle right? THANK GOD!!!
And I am still working on my story. Haha. So much fun.
TOMORROW WILL BE THE LAST PAPER. MWAHAHAHA SCIENCE.
I WILL GET AN A!!! (Directed to Mr Cheng)
If by God's grace he lets me, I will SOMEHOW get an A*. Lol.
Haha anyways here's another song for you guys... :)
Oh yes my computer just crashed and I just fixed it. Haha! :P

Meg and Dia - The Last Great Star In Hollywood



Kay gotta go, gonna study science now.
CYA ALL! :)
nineteen stars.
Saturday, May 9, 2009@9:16 PM

This song is really very meaningful.
I know their voice might not be that appealing to some, but the lyrics are awesome!

Meg and Dia - Nineteen Stars


Anyways, I have yet to eat dinner.
But I ain't hungry.
And no I am not anorexic.
I just have no appetite, for some apparent reason.
ENGLISH PAPER.
Thursday, May 7, 2009@3:55 PM

OMG THE ENGLISH PAPER WAS HELLA FUN TO DO!!!
I love Fengshan Primary School english paper!! HAHA!
Let's see the names used were:
EDWARD, ALICE, JASPER, Angela, Jacob & Eric. LOL!
I almost fell off the chair when I saw Edward. AHHH!!!
TWILIGHT ENGLISH PAPER! LOL!
Okay anyways I love this song!! :D

Selena Gomez - Tell Me Something I Don't Know



Kay gonna study Chinese now. And I love Pink Dolphin. Haha :P
HAHA.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009@9:20 AM

I'm in the school computer lab. AGAIN!!!
Btw I hacked inside cos my accountdoesn't work. LOL.
Not really hacked, though...
People always use that account if their personal account doesn't work anyways :P
I'm listening to Should've Said No by Taylor Swift!!! :D
Anyways I watched a few parts of In the Land of Women a few days ago,
it was awesome! Kristen Stewart looked really beautiful there :D
And I might be going to watch Angels and Demons with bro. :D
Speaking of movies I can't wait for New Moon!!! :D
Dakota Fanning is awesomeeeeeee :D (Now I kinda like Jane even though I hate the Volturi. LOL)
http://image.examiner.com/images/blog/wysiwyg/image/jane(3).jpg
That's Dakota Fanning as Jane :D Cool huh, they use black hoodies instead of those capes & stuff. Haha! :)
(Sorry I can't upload it now x_x)
List of movies I'm gonna watch this year (some in cinemas, some on youtube)
1. NEW MOON!!! (PWNAGE PLEASE :D)
2. Twilight (again and again, oh pwnage yeah :D)
3. In the Land of Women
4. Angels & Demons (the trailer looked good)
5. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (Elle Fanning is inside! :) )
6. Gossip Girl (HEHE!!!)
7. Breakfast at Tiffany's (Audrey Hepburn!)
Fine it's a long list but I don't care and no it's not in order. Obviously New Moon tops the whole list. HAHAHA.
And I begged mom for an electric guitar yesterday. LOL.
She said it's useless, WTH NO!!! IT'S AWESOME!
I saw a white one at Cash Converters that's like, so SEXY! LOL.
Looks a little like Demi's in Don't Forget... :D


Haha okay I'm sitting beside Ebelle now. And we're holding our on concert.
MUAHAHA.
And I feel like punching the computer cos I can't go to Fanfiction. SOB!
trying to find something interesting to do to kill time.
Saturday, May 2, 2009@12:41 PM

I would've updated my FanFiction but the time now's 12:41pm
which means it's 12:41am in America. And most of the readers are from America, so...
Better choose the right timing. Anyways, I shall do a quiz that
I found from WanFang's blog to kill time...
Sorry&thanks WanFang =]
I am really very bored, and no I can't go out 'cos I'm kinda grounded.
And I don't know how to say pretty please with sexy vampires on top in Chinese.
Yeah yeah okay let's just get on with it. :)

10 are yous:
1. Are you single? No. I am Bella Swan and I am married to Edward Cullen. <3
2. Are you happy? I guess so...
3. Are you bored? Obviously yes, that's the main reason I'm doing this! To kill time actually.
4. Are you fair? No I have a tan.
5. Are you Italian? I am not part of the Volturi. :(
6. Are you intelligent? Actually, I don't really know.
7. Are you honest? I guess so...?
8. Are you nice? Um... Isn't that what others think of me? But I guess so...
9. Are you Irish? No.
10. Are you Asian? ...Yeah.

10 facts:
1. Your surname: Cullen. Haha :P
2. Nicknames: Bella, QQ, Chewy (LOL)
3. Birthplace: Mount Elizabeth Hospital.
4. Hair colour: Brown, turns a little bronze under the sunlight with streaks of red and a little silver blonde I think. :D I didn't dye it, it's naturally like that.
5. Natural hair style: Straight. And no I didn't rebond my hair.
6. Eye colour: Brown.
7. Birthday: 23 May 1997.
8. Mood: I don't know...
9. Favorite colors: Black & white & golden & turquiose & hotpink. :)
10. One place you would like to visit: Forks, Washington. <3

10 of my love lives:
1. Have you ever been in love? I'm in love with Edward Cullen!!! <3
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? Maybe...
3. Do you currently have a crush? No. I have an obsession. He's Edward Cullen. <3
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? Yes. But not by a guy.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? I don't know...
6. Have you ever liked someone but didn't tell him? No.
7. Are you afraid of commitment? How would I know how to answer this when I'm only 12 - wait, I'm still 11. 21 more days to my sweet 12! :)
8. Have you ever had your heart broken? No?
9. Who was the last person you hugged? Edward Cullen. <3
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? Edward Cullen. <3

10 this or thats:
1. Love or lust? Love? Jasper Hale don't you dare send me a wave of lust, I'll smack your head.
2. Hard liquor or beer? None.
3. Cat or dog? None.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends? A few best friends. Obviously.
5. Creamy or crunchy? Crunchy.
6. Pencil or pen? Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in? Romantic night in?
8. Money or happiness? Happiness, of course...
9. Night or day? Night <3
10. IM or phone? Phone. =]

10 have you evers:
1. Been caught sneaking out? No?
2. Seen a polar bear? Yes I went to Denali to visit Tanya for fun and I saw one. Okay kidding, no.
3. Done something you regret? Hell yes!!!
4. Bungee jumped? No...?
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor? Um I can't remember... x_x
6. Finished entire jaw breaker? No.
7. Been caught naked? Damn question, no.
8. Wanted an ex back? No shit way.
9. Cried because you lost a pet? No I don't even have a pet, only my sister does.
10. Wanted to disappear? Actually, if I answer this honestly, it's yes.

10 preferences in a partner (aka Edward Cullen):
1. Smile or eyes? A crooked smile and golden butterscotch eyes.
2. Light or dark hair? Bronze dishevelled hair.
3. Hugs or kisses? Both :D
4. Shorter or taller? Taller.
5. Intelligent or attraction? He's both <3
6. Topman or Zara? I don't care.
7. Funny or serious? Depends on the situation.
8. Outgoing or quiet? Again, it depends on the situation.
9. Older or younger? 17 going on 108. :D
10. Sweet or bad? He's too sweet!!!

10 have yous:
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? Yes.
2. Ever talked on the phone for more than an hour? Obviously yes.
3. Ever walked on hands? I don't think so... I only stood on hands before and it made me really giddy x_x
4. Ever been to a rock concert? No...
5. Ever been in a cheerleading team? No but it sounds fun!!!
6. Ever been in a dance team? Yes x_x
7. Ever been in a sports team? I guess so?
8. Ever been in a drama play? YES!!! AND I LOVE ACTING!!! <3
9. Ever owned a car? Edward Cullen bought me a Ferrari but I still prefer his shiny silver Volvo!
10. Ever been in a rap video? No.

10 lasts:
1. Last phone call you made? Kera :)
2. Last person you hugged? Edward Cullen <3
3. Last person you hung out with? Wan Fang, I think :D
4. Last time you worked? I've never worked before but I want to be an actress in Hollywood. Lol. I know it sounds impossible but I still want to be one :D
5. Last person you talked to? Mom...
6. Last person you IM-ed? Alisha :)
7. Last person you texted? Kera :)
8. Last person you went to the movies with? I think I went with my church members...
9. Last person/thing you missed? Edward Cullen <3
10. Last website you visited? http://fanfiction.net

Shit, I am sweating like a dog now. Yes I totally abhor summer. I wish Singapore had snow during the winter! Okay I am ranting on and on. Anyways I am off to have my lunch, cya all!! :D
i am bored.
12:24 PM

Hi I am bored. D:
Was sms-ing my friend in UNSW Science training just now x_x
Yeah I was sitting at the extreme right... Lol.
But I was really very tired... :(
And then was passing notes... Lol.

So anyways I love FanFiction! =]
Was shelling the eggs for lunch just now, LOL!
Was kinda fun but when I shelled the first one,
the result = bullshit. LOL.

Alrighty gonna eat my lunch.
AND I'M GONNA UPDATE MY FANFICTION SOON! HEHE :P
nostalgia.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009@9:26 PM

I'm back! :D
Ran in the rain when there was a thunderstorm just now.
It was awesome, I was drenched from head to toe!
The water splashed onto my skirt when I ran and I love the water.
Seriously!
And the lightning was actually awestriking, though I have to say the roaring thunder...
Well I wasn't really afraid, it was just REALLY loud.
And my bizarre mind was like,
"How I wish I could summon a hurricane and combine it with the thunderstorm! YES THUNDERBOLT + HURRICANE = TOTAL PWNAGE AND I PWNZED YOU."
You see? I know my mind's screwed up.
Never mind.
Anyways, NOSTALGIA!!!
I HAVE A SUDDEN URGE TO DIG OUT THE PLAYSTATION AND START PLAYING FINAL FANTASY 7 OR 8 OR 9 AGAIN!!! :)
HAHA.
I kinda miss those days whereby I'd be sitting behind my brother watching him play and talking to him.
Guess this year has really been a busy year. Well, it's expected isn't it?
So I have my English composition and Listening Comprehension tomorrow! :l
What I did to practise?
Update my Twilight Fanfiction and listen to English music. :D
Haha okay shall recap on my vocabulary... It's been some time since I used bombastic words, and I really hope I will unleash that habit in my composition tomorrow.
I'll pick up my pen and follow where my heart goes and write. Let the words flow~
My problem?
The 1st composition. The one with 15 marks. :(
I feel okay.
9:25 AM

So I'm in the school computer lab posting now.
Great, cos it's art and lessons are cancelled. Yayyayyay :)
Anyways I have to say the school computer sucks,
I can't even go to fanfiction.net!!! ROAR.
I NEED TO GO THERE.
RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW.
Okay fine anyways I shall work on my Math worksheet.
See you guys later :D
And no I am not breaking a rule the teacher says
we can go to any website we want. Yay. :)
You just have to wake up and get ready for another day of torture.
Monday, April 27, 2009@12:37 AM

Yes it's 12:38am now. There's school tomorrow,
but I don't really care.
I'm not even sure if I can stop my thoughts
and go to sleep...
Anyways, I know I haven't been updating. Sorry.
So I don't know my emotions,
I don't know the real me.
Like I said,
I just have to wake up and get ready for another day of torture.
Torture?
Heck yes.
My emotions are getting to me.
I shall try and turn in now...
I can only ask for God's help that I'll wake up punctually
at 5:45am tomorrow and survive.
And stay awake in class, of course...
100th post! :)
Saturday, April 18, 2009@12:35 PM

Yay this' my 100th post! :D
Anyways, I had oral on Thursday,
it was really crappy because I stammered alot and
I didn't even study. OH SHIT.
And then, I had my Nanyang Girls' High Bilingual Olympiad yesterday... HAHA.
THE AUDITORIUM WAS SO GRAND!!!
It was golden with bright lights. The stage was awesome,
very wide and the lightings are also awesome. There was air-con
and cinema-like chairs.
In other words...
IT'LL MAKE AN AWESOME THEATRE!!! :D
[I love Theatre&Drama :D)
While they were having their talk, I was laughing my ass off since
I was sitting next to HuiYing. HAHAHA.
SHE PUT HER HEAD INTO THE BAG OMG HAHA!!!
It was a freaking hilarious sight?!? HAHAHA.
Then we were released,
and we went to play the rubber-tyre swings!! :)
AND I THINK SOME PEOPLE WERE REALLY TRYING TO KILL ME.
Hello???
They pushed the tyre with all the strength and I flew up as high as possible.
I WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING FOR MY LIFE!!!
[Actually I kinda like it it's scary but hella exhilarating. Whee]
Then we took the bus back to school!
On the bus we were gossiping and stuffs,
then we played Bomb awhile,
then Truth or Dare!!! HAHA
And they chose me to do my dare,
play a prank on Kristian. LOL.
After I'd finished I sabotaged Mr Cheng, I chose him!! :D
He chose truth and we asked him, "How many girlfriends did you have in total?"
LOL. Okay I shall not put the answer. Don't wanna be mean. LOL LOL.
IT'S SO DAMN FUN!!!
[I LOVE TRUTH OR DARE]
After that, I went to Pasir Ris Crest Secondary's Hall for the SOTA (School of the Arts) talk... :)
Was okay, didn't turn out to be as boring as I thought.
I'd better make contingency plans early!
If I can't get into Anglican High, I AM SO GOING TO SOTA!!!
I hope I can pass the audition for theatre, though. Lol.
I LOVE ACTING I WANNA BE AN ACTRESS~~~
Alrighty then finished updating you guys. Cya!! :D
[actually if you wanna see more updates you should just follow me on Twitter. Hehe]
BYE! :)
and then you say goodbye.
Sunday, April 12, 2009@6:29 PM

Well well.
Celine called me yesterday.
I was kinda shocked when I heard Love Story playing. Ha ha.
Anyways, she said something like,
"Qiqing, let me clarify one thing: I do not want to be your friend anymore."
I replied,
"Mm-hmm."
She repeated it, and I answered, "Okay."
She hung up and I said bye to a dead line.
So goodbye then.
(You know what? I feel a little like Blair Waldorf/Serena Van Der Woodsen from Gossip Girl. HAHAHAHA.)
Anyways, I'm happy the way life is now.
IT'S TIME I OPENED UP!!!
Okay so I shall say HELLO to my new life!
:D
By the way,
I feel like writing a FanFiction for Twilight! Yay.
Let's play Truth or Dare :D
So maybe something like,
Bella chooses dare,
and then Emmett says, "Call Carlisle Daddy in your sweetest voice and tell him he's hot."
(HAHAHA. If I'm Bella, I'd probably coo something like, "Daddy, you're soooo hot.")
And then Bella was mumbling some unintelligent stuffs and then she coos in her beautiful soprano, "Daddy, you are sooo hot." And then she dashes out of the house, with everyone laughing at her.
Okay that's so mean to Bella. D:
Alright then, gotta do my homework! :D
P.S something random: I believe in psychic powers. I know you'll say I'm mad but I don't care. And I know I am very random. Well. :P
bored now.
Friday, April 10, 2009@7:03 PM

Hi I'm bored D:
Well I hung out with Sung Jin just now at Tampines,
it was awesoooooooome!!! :D
We went to the arcade and had loads of fun.
Sigh I wish I could go with her again... D:
Anyways, SHE'S SUPERDUPER AWESOME OKAY HAHA :D
the blistering heat is killing me
Tuesday, April 7, 2009@1:55 PM

AHHHH (screams and jumps out of chair)
I JUST SAW A DAMN BEE FLYING OUTSIDE MY WINDOW.
GROSS!!!
Sorry I'm back. :)
Today was okay... ENGLISH WAS DAMN FUNNY?!?
And what the hell I'm going to act as little YELLOW riding hood tomorrow.
Damn.
Anyways, it's really dman hot in Singapore. D:
Oh well. I guess that's the way life is supposed to be.
Just reached home :)
Took the bus with Sung Jin just now! :)
It's like so awesome hanging around with her. Haha :)
Alrighty then gotta go now, I've got homework to do!
And Maths is out of my hair! YAY!!!
Till then! BYE! :D
P.S I got my reply from the dentist for my enquiry for braces. LOL.

Demi Lovato - Believe In Me



Lyrics -

I'm losing myself
Trying to compete
with everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak


I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful, today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in an unusual way
So you see
I just wanna Believe In Me

La, la, la, laa
La, la, la, laa

The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile


I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful, today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in an unusual way
So you see
I just wanna Believe In Me


I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
not today

I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through

Not gonna be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful, today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in an unusual way
You see
Now I Believe In Me
Now I Believe In Me


Yay Demi! :D
Anyways I wanna believe in myself. Yeah :D
napfa 5 stations.
Monday, April 6, 2009@4:10 PM

I had my NAPFA - 5 stations today!
My sit-up and standing broad jump were way below my expectations. Damn. :(
And my shuttle run & pull-up... -_-
Well the only thing that amazed me was my sit&reach! :D
And I'm having stomach cramps now. Crap.
Anyways, Sung Jin and I have made up! YAY.
She told me she sent that message to me by accident. YAY.
I'm so happy 'cos I don't wanna lose her! :D
Anyways, I gotta go now,
I have to do my homework, and then study.
See ya! :D

Here's yet another song for you! :D

Taylor Swift - Breathe



Lyrics-

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.

But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and it'll only bring you down,

Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.

Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.


And we know its never simple,
Never easy.

Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.

Its two a.m.
Feelin like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.


And we know its never simple,
Never easy.

Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Ohhh

I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry


I guess I wanna forget you, my ex-best friend.
dreamland.
Sunday, April 5, 2009@5:46 PM

This morning, I had a nightmare & a nice dream.
Nightmare:
I was in secondary school and then I saw this
super pale girl with straight black hair
and black-grey eyes (maybe a hungry vampire, like I'd know). Curious, I went forward to sit with her.
She stared at me and I kinda freaked out.
***
I reached home, and then I heard my phone
ring [Bella's Lullaby]; I had received a message.
It was something like this:
I'm the girl you sat beside today.
You know what,
I'm gonna destroy this whole ****ing (what the hell?) world.
If you think I can't,
well I'll destroy you first.

And some other things which I forgot.
Damn it's like so random???

Oh yeah sorry I had 2 nice dreams. Yay good.
Cos I can't stand that stupid nightmare.
What the hell is wrong with my fried brain? :/
Nice dream 1:
I composed a piece on the piano haha. (random)
Well I could remember a few parts and I played it on the piano in church today.
LOL.
It was a beautiful dream 'cos this lead to the 2nd nice dream:
I was playing for Edward Cullen and he played my lullaby.
SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET.
Then I played Love Story on the guitar for him and he proposed to me?!?
(Just like in Eclipse)
I don't know but I think I said Yes. LOL!
Okay my brain is completely fried. Who cares.
Btw, if you wanna know what happened in church today,
check out my Twitter :)
Well I gotta study now...
Bye! :)

Here's a song for you:

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry


Lyrics

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around


You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of singers
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh


You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade


So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh


I seriously don't know what kind of shitty crap school will be like tomorrow.
You're not sorry, I'm sorry but you won't listen to me, will you?
And to that other person,
you're so stubborn huh?
You think I'm still the old person who'll always make the first move,
but apparently, I'm waiting.
And even if you do apologize,
I don't think we'll be what we used to be like in the past.
Cos I had a 3rd nice dream (sorry for not mentioning this):
I'm waiting for a new true best friend.
When I go to secondary school,
I'm going to change to a new person.
So...
I don't know what else to say,
but somehow it seems like alot of my dreams are coming true (like premonitions? Maybe.)
Like, I dreamt about a message and the next day I really received one.
Well I don't know.
I just hope for my 3rd dream to come true.
It'll be awesome and I don't mind waiting.
What I really want is all listed in my private diary,
and I'm sorry but I'm going to seal my lips tightly about that.

You're not sorry, are you?

P.S I hope my nightmare doesn't come true. I'll be freaking out at that message if it does come true. Gosh -_-
Alright, gonna study English & Maths,
then turn in early for the night I think. :D
I guess I'm uncertain of my feelings.
Saturday, April 4, 2009@1:44 PM

Hey guys :)
Went to Bedok Interchange just now
to hunt for my Gossip Girl books
and had KFC for lunch! Yum. :)
Bought a black watch too... Haha.
And Wan Fang's at my house now! :D
Wanted to go jogging but due
to the unforeseen circumstances (the thunder),
I guess I'll have to wait. Damn.
Oh well anyway,
I guess I'm uncertain of my feelings for some people.
Crap...
I seriously don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I want so badly to explain to her face to face,
but I know she'll ignore me...
I wonder what I did. Seriously. :(
I guess life was never fair... :l
Here's a song for you guys(:

Taylor Swift - Beautiful Eyes


Lyrics
Your beautiful eyes
Stare right into my
eyes
and sometimes
I think of you late at night
I dont no why, I

I wanna be somewhere where you are
I wanna be where



You're here
your eyes are looking into mine
so baby make me fly
my heart
has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes
i, eyes


I wake up
I'm alive
in only a little while
I'll cry

cause your my lullaby
so baby come hold me tight
cause I, I

I wanna be everything you need
I wanna be where


You here
your eyes
are looking into mines
so baby make me fly
my heart
has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your
eye, I, eyes


Just as long as your mine
I'll be your everything tonight,I,ight
Let me love you
kiss you
baby let me miss you
let me see your
dream about
dream about
dream about your eyes,I,eyes
eyes,eyes
beautiful eyes


Those lyrics that are meaningful to me are once again in bold. :)
Taylor Swift is awesome! :D
New Moon & Eclipse!
Friday, April 3, 2009@10:18 PM

These two trailers for New Moon & Eclipse are awesome!
It isn't the official one,
but the person who made it...
I think she did a better job than Summit Entertainment. :/
Haha enjoy! :)

New Moon


Eclipse


Haha I feel like flying over to Hollywood now and interviewing to be an actress.
Alright then gotta rush my homework,
till then, bye! (:
...
6:39 PM

I was updating my twitter a few minutes ago! It's awesome!
I can finally update something through my phone! Haha xD
http://twitter.com/twilight_love_x
Anyways, today was kinda... crappy.
Yes I had my 1.6km run practise and I completed it in about 11 minutes.
Damn!
And 5 stations were AWESOME!
I love standing broad jump... :D
NAPFA is coming next week and I think I'll fail my inclined pull up. Hahahaha.
And I gotta remember to bring sweets when I run my 1.6km! :D
So why is today crappy...
Well...
-I broke my clean record by not bringing my Health Education worksheet. (Okay this I don't really give a damn)
-I forgot to study for my Science Test (I didn't even know I had a Science Test)
-I made Sung Jin angry again... I wanna apologise but she's ignoring me and I don't know what to do. I don't wanna lose her... And I accidentally cried in Science... I didn't mean to but I thought about Sung Jin and then the tears fell... It fell to my cheeks but fortunately, I was sitting in a corner and staring out of the window. So no one noticed. GOOD. 'Cos I don't want to make them think I've gone mad. (This I care alooooooot)
-I had to sit beside Celine during assembly, which was freaking horrible 'cos I could sort of... Feel her emotions emanating from her. And her stare/glare is annoying me. I know we were once best friends but since she wanted to give me the cold shoulder a few days back, I don't give a damn. (Haha she'd kill me if she read my private diary, which OBVIOUSLY I won't tell you what's inside :P)

I guess I'm always the one at fault... Seems like the people I'm the closest with are always the one getting annoyed with me. What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I do something right for once!
Anyway, thanks Lareyna and Wan Fang for staying with me... :)


Here's another song... Which I think it's damn meaningful. Yes it is 'cos I listen to this when I'm upset.

Hey Monday - Candles



Lyrics are there, but I'll tell you what're the meaningful lines to me...
Okay never mind I shall just type out all the lyrics and bold those meaningful lines. Hey Monday is awesome! :)

The power lines went out
And I am all alone

But I don't really care at all
not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn't finish what you started only darkness still remains

Lost sight
couldn't see
when it was you and me
Blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
but I think I'll be alright

Been black and blue before
there's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind playback's such a waste
You're invisible
invisible to me

My wish is coming true erase the memory of your face (can this happen?)
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
but I think I'll be alright
One day
you will wake up
with nothing but your sorrys

and someday
you will get back everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
but I think I'll be alright...

It's a damn meaningful & awesome song to me... Almost everything is in bold haha.
And Cassadee's voice is freaking nice :D
Alright then, I'm signing off...
Bye(:
fixed my blogskin.
Thursday, April 2, 2009@3:47 PM

Okay my blogskin was screwed up just now for some apparent reason.
Yay okay it's finally alright now.
So anyway, Maths supplementary is cancelled today but I have my
RI Maths Olympiad tomorrow. :l Crap.
Hope I can pass it...
Till then, here's a song for you guys! :)

Demi Lovato - Get Back



Demi's got an awesome voice :)
The lyrics are quite clear so I'm kinda lazy to put them up. :/

I'm not sure if I want you to get back. Maybe not.
:)
should've said no
Wednesday, April 1, 2009@7:31 PM

Sorry I was listening to Should've Said No by Taylor Swift. :P
It's awesome!
Okay anyways.
I got my referral letter from the dentist to put braces! HAHA xD
And I want a pair of Converse. :@
And I wanna be an actress/singer (though I know it's kinda impossible unless by God's grace he let's me be... haha but anyway I found my 'talent' yay thanks to Sung Jin xD, don't wanna tell you hahahaha)
(Okay I know I am very random)
Alrighty then gotta go bathe, then rush my Maths!
Bye! :)


It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, 'Yes'
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word, 'bout what you did with her
Get back to me
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly except me to believe
We could ever be the same
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, 'Yes'
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word, 'bout what you did with her
Get back to me
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
I can't resist before you go tell me this
Was it worth it, was she worth this?
No, no, no, no, no, no
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word, 'bout what you did with her
Get back to me
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

Awesome song, and some of the chorus are what I actually wanna scream out now. [Those in bold]
If you actually know who I wanna scream about.
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa okay gotta go really.
Bye(:
...
Tuesday, March 24, 2009@5:29 PM

right i dont know what i'm doing now.
i think i'm getting from confused to crazy.
who knows. damnnnnnnnnnn.
crap.
Sunday, March 22, 2009@11:11 PM

OKAY WHY SCHOOL TMR ? WTH I DIE I SCARED I OVERSLEEP :(
Anyway one of my wishes is to put braces... LOL!
Okay I know I am random BUT I WANT!!!
DONATE MONEY TO ME PLS (Okay I am lame whatever)
Haiz i wanna put... LIKE SERIOUSLY .
MY TEETH IS TOTALLY ... ._.
okay whatever shall pray to God to wake up punctually tmr ...
I am so so so so so DEADDDD .
Music quiz :)
Friday, March 20, 2009@7:21 PM

Rules
1. Put your iTunes/music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 10 friends to do this too.
If someone says 'Are you okay?', you say:
Taylor Swift - White Horse
No I'm ABSOLUTELY NOT OKAY. I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale~
(Okay I'm not emo even if a guy dumps me. UNLESS, it's like in New Moon whereby Edward Cullen goes away from Bella. OKAY THAT I CAN GO EMO.)
How would you describe yourself?
Demi Lovato - Believe In Me
(This is perfect) I'm really trying to compete with everyone else instead of just being me. I think I'm untalented but the song says everyone's perfec in unusual ways... so, I believe in me okay? :P
What is your purpose in life?
Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth (Twilight OST)
UMM ...... Find a bird? HELL NO! Okay this is the fake one:
GO TO PROM WITH EDWARD CULLEN (NOT Robert Pattinson ew.)
What do your friends think of you?
Rob Pattinson - Never Think (Twilight OST)
Bloody shit I think ahead okay? HAHA!
What do your parents think about you?
Demi Lovato - This Is Me
HAHA... They think I'm noisy when I sung this song... I kept shouting(isn't that what Demi did?)
What do you always think about?
Taylor Swift - Tim McGraw
Erm I don't think about Tim McGraw. I think about Edward Cullen. Okay HAHA!
What is 2 + 2?
The Black Ghosts - Full Moon (Twilight OST)
Okay 2 is a half moon so 2+2 = 2 half moons = 4 = full moon. HAHA.
What do you think of your best friend?
Paramore - I caught myself (Twilight OST)
Did you catch me or did I catch myself? HAHAHA =x
What is your life story?
Taylor Swift - Love Story
Sigh. I wish I was Bella and my Love Story was with Edward Cullen okay? HAHA.
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Demi Lovato - La La Land
ARGH OMG ! I WANNA BE A SINGER HAHA . xD
What do you think when you see the person you like?
Demi Lovato - Get Back
In the first place I don't have a crush on someone in real life. But... EDWARD CULLEN, HEHExD
What would you describe your teacher(s) as?
Paramore - Decode (Twilight OST)
Erm they can't decode my thoughts? Maybe yes maybe no but exactly I don't know =p
How would you describe your boyfriend/girlfriend as?
Shugo Chara! - Kokoro No Tamago
HAHAHAHA OMG THIS IS FUNNY! Anyways I don't have a bf and I'm not les shit you.
What will you dance to at your wedding?
Perry Farrell - Go All the Way (Into The Twilight) (Twilight OST)
WOW PROM ? HAHAHA. Okay dancing rock / pop at my wedding will be a funny thing. Unless you want me to change and like break dance ? HAHAHA THIS' FUNNY.
What will they play at your funeral?
Mutemath - Spotlight [Twilight Mix] (Twilight OST)
RIGHT I'M IN THE SPOTLIGHT , I'm sooooo famous. OMG THIS IS FUNNY =x
What is your hobby/interest?
Taylor Swift - Fearless
Um? If Edward Cullen was here I'd be fearless going out with him, a vampire right ? TEEHEE
What is your biggest fear?
Britney Spears - Womanizer
HAHA I DON'T WANT A WOMANIZER FOR A BF NEXT TIME . HAHAHA
What is your biggest secret?
Nana Mizuki - Black Diamond
I have a Guardian Character called Dia? NO WAY!
(I'm a vampire? HEHE) Kidding.
What do you want to do now?
Katy Perry - Hot 'n' Cold
I want to buy a black & white shirt and a hot & cold drink.
What do you think of your friends?
Blue Foundtion - Eyes On Fire (Twilight OST)
Their eyes are on fire. WOW.
What's the worst thing that could happen?
Muse - Supermassive Black Hole (Twilight OST)
Yeah a supermassive black hole will suck the Earth into it. Great.
What makes you cry?
Carter Burwell - Bella's Lullaby (Twilight OST)
Wow I very pro right, I think of this really come out. Yes this song can make me cry. :D
What do you think of your arch enemy?
Collective Soul - Tremble For My Beloved (Twilight OST)
Contradicting. Actually I don't think I have an arch enemy.
What is the one thing you regret?
Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest (Twilight OST)
Leaving everyone. HAHA.
How will you die?
Taylor Swift - Forever and Always.
I'll always die forever? What the shit HAHA!
Will you ever get married?
Taylor Swift - Teardrops on my Guitar.
Shit. I DON'T KNOW D:
Does anyone like you?
Taylor Swift - Hey Stephen
I don't know a guy called Stephen sheesh.
If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Taylor Swift - Should've Said No
YES! I SHOULD'VE SAID NO TO THAT DUMB FLIRT (If you know who I'm referring to) but too bad he couldn't break my heart 'cos I was actually intending to tell him that I wanna say bye. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :) But never mind it was fun digging a hole in his pocket. HEY I'M NOT THAT MEAN, I AM KIND xD. Whatever this song IS GOOD!!!
When you meet your boss, what would you say?
Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry
Um. Hi Boss you have too much pride, you're not sorry? Cool I'll get fired.

WELL THAT WAS FUN!!! I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT & DEMI LOVATO & HEY MONDAY! & THE TWILIGHT OSTS :D
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
annoyed. -_-
5:35 PM

You know, I was like,
DAMN annoyed just now 'cos I couldn't find my specs just now?
Everything was like damn blur lah!
Then I finally found it hidden under the pillow.
ARGHGHGHGH!
THIS IS SO ANNOYING GRAHHH.
Okay but never mind I finally found it.
Thank God, if not I'd be leaning in to see what I'm typing.
SHEESH.
Homecoming xD
2:59 PM

Ahem. Why's my title Homecoming?
Okay you know why?
'Cos I'm listening and singing to Homecoming by Hey Monday! :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3Sf-FAhUjs
Cassadee IS AWESOME HAHA :)
Okay let's see I saw Wanfang's blog and I WANNA DO THE QUIZ!
Seems fun and I'm friggin' bored now. Yeesh!
QUIZ~ :D
Name 21 friends.
1 Celine (Amu)
2 Wan Fang
3 Rachel Ng
4 Lareyna
5 Louisa
6 Xue Li
7 Hui Ying
8 May
9 Shirlyn
10 Sung Jin
11 Meng Ju
12 Shi Rui
13 Mei Hang
14 Abigail
15 Yuxin
16 Becks
17 Sandra Teo
18 Sandra Chin
19 Taylor Swift xD (HAHA I ADD HER ON MYSPACE OKAY HAHA)
20 Demi Lovato xD (HAHA I ADD HER ON FACEBOOK OKAY HAHA)
21 Yuan Qi
(Erm side note: Isn't necessarily in order I just type the first thing that comes to my mind. For example I'm like damn close with Sung Jin but I was flipping through my phone contacts so... HAHA!!!)
[Number 19 & 20 is funny. Cos I hardly know them they hardly know me. But I like their names okay hahahaha I am lame so shut up]
{I should've put the Cullens but I wonder if they know me and I never even saw them online before I only saw them in my dreams, shit.}

How did you meet 7? -Hui Ying
OH WE P2 SAME CLASS THEN I KEEP PINCHING HER CHEEKS COS SHE LOOKED SO CUTE SO I MEI SHI ZHAO SHI ZUO HAHA.

What would you do if you and 15 never met? -Yuxin
Erm I think I'd be less happy... Cos she's like 19 and very nice & caring & understanding okay? :)

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? -Lareyna & Becks
What the hell they are not les, and anw they never meet before lol xD

Do you think 11 is attractive? -MengJu
Oh she's sexy. HAHA!

What is 5's favorite color? -Louisa
I don't know AHHHHH! T_T

When was the last time you talked to 9? -Shirlyn
Ytd on MSN counted? :D

What language does 8 speak? -May
English & Mandarin, I don't know if she speaks Thai O_o

Who is 13 going out with? -Mei Hang
Erm, she's like in Shi Rui's hoouse working on the science project now.

What grade is 16 in? -Becks
University alr I think 'cos she took her 'A' levels like last year or last last year... Bloody hell my memory like shit man okay sorry for sidetracking.

Would you ever date 17? -Sandra Teo
What the hell I am not les.

Where does 18 live? -Sandra Chin
Near Lot One I think... xD Anw she's in SG now haha.

What is the best thing about 4? -Lareyna
She is a freaking nice person, and she's a Cullen (okay the second fact is for entertainment purpose xD)

What would you like to tell 10 right now? -Sung Jin
Um. I miss you I wanna talk to you? I don't know I am bored haha.

What is the best thing about 20? -Demi Lovato
She has an awesome voice that inspires me.

Have you ever kissed 2? -Wan Fang
No you idiot I AM NOT LES!

What is the best memory you have of 5? -Louisa
She was very kind and very hardworking. That good enough?

When's the next time you're going to see 4? -Lareyna
I am seeing her on MSN now :)

How is 7 different from 6? -HuiYing & XueLi
Oh shit they are similar in the sense both are geniuses. Oh yes HuiYing is more normal than XueLi.

Is 2 pretty? -WanFang
Oh she's sexy. HAHA. But seriously she IS pretty. :)

What was your first impression of 15? -Yuxin
Wow she's such a nice person. Seriously. (I mean it okay)

How did you meet 3? -Rachel Ng
In the old folks home... Well we're in the same church, we went carolling together and I was standng beside her and I was kinda bored and I waved. She was like, o_o hi... I THINK. The first part is correct the second part, I DON'T KNOW! (eek)

Is 15 your best friend? -Yuxin
Well... She's more like a sister to me 'cos we're both sisters in Christ. Hehe :)

Do you hate 12? -ShiRui
What the hell no.

Have you seen 18 in the last month? -Sandra Chin
Yes on MSN, does that count? =P

When was the last time you saw 16? -Becks
Last Sunday in Zion Presbyterian Church.

Have you been to 5's house? -Louisa
Suprisingly but no. :(

When's the next time you can see 10? -Sung Jin
When she's free to sms me :) Okay no when school reopens. :D

Are you close to 11? -Meng Ju
I guess we're okay. o_o

Have you been to the movies before with 4? -Lareyna
No, BUT! I WANNA WATCH NEW MOON WITH HER! :D (Then we could probably sniffle and gasp for air silently and pinch each other haha)

Have you gotten into trouble before with 8? -May
No! HAHAHAHA CLEAN RECORD xD

Would you give 19 a hug? -Taylor Swift
Oh my gosh, YES! I WANNA BE HER FRIEND... 'Cos she's like so humble okay? I mean though she's popular she acts like an ordinary girl especially during what she said in the Seventeen magazine... HAHA! And all her songs are amazingly honest :)

When have you lied to 3? -Rachel Ng
Well... I can't remember.
P.S To Rachel: I'm sorry if I'd lied to you before :(

Is 11 good at socializing? -MengJu
She's friendly so I think she's good at it.

Do you know a secret about 8? -May
Yes and my lips are sealed. :P

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18. -ShiRui & Sandra Chin
They don't know each other :/

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? -Shirlyn
Well she's a sister in Christ... Wait, she's hella understanding & caring okay!!! :D

What's the worst thing about 6? -XueLi
Omg she used to be so narcissistic (shit did I get the spelling right) HAHA xD okay kidding. Well... she is literally crazy. Yup.

Have you ever had a crush on 12? -ShiRui
I AM NOT LES!

How long have you known 2? -WanFang
Since last year, and she's an awesome, fantastic, marvelous and SWEET (she loves LOLLIPOP, *rolls eyes* HAHA) friend!!! :D

Have you ever been in a fight with 13? -MeiHang
I guess not... She thinks I'm mad.

Does 11 have a boyfriend/girlfriend? -MengJu
I don't ask such things okay? -_-

Has 21 met your mother? -Yuan Qi
Don't know.

How did you meet 11? -MengJu
5a'o8 :)

Have you ever accidentally physically hit 3? -Rachel Ng
I think yes... She's a magnet for danger (OOPS SORRY) =x No I guess I am very clumsy & dumb haha.
P.S To Rachel: SORRY AGAIN!!!

Do you live close to 7? -HuiYing
Not really. But anyways, we're both living in Singapore.

What is 8's favorite food? -May
Shit I don't know... :/

What kind of car does 1 have? -Celine (Amu)
She doesn't have a driving licence. -_-
Speaking of cars, I want a shiny silver Volvo or a yellow Porsche 911 Turbo! :P

Have you travelled anywhere with 9? Where? -Shirlyn
You know what? My passport is superduper clean, not a single stamp.

If you gave 14 $100, what would she spend it on? -Abigail
Clothes I think? Maybe some accessories or maybe she'd buy gifts for people (she is REALLY very nice) :) But technically I don't have $100 so... haha!!!

WOW THAT WAS INCREDIBLE.
THAT WAS SOMETHING FUN!!!
WOOHOO .
Okay I shall work on my Science project now.
HAHA BTW, TODAY'S SCIENCE SUPPLEMENTARY WAS FUNNY,
WE HAD AN AEROPLANE FLYING COMPETITION HAHAHA.
Okay I'm off! BYE :D

I'm coming home~
yay.
Thursday, March 19, 2009@3:23 PM

Hello! :)
Well let's start off with today...
Um I was late for school today... :/
I woke up at 8am! Crap. I was late by 20 minutes... What the hell?
I BROKE MY PUNCTUAL RECORD!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!
Well never mind...
The reason was because I was rolling in bed till about 3am yesterday :/
For some apparent reason, I couldn't fall asleep...
Maybe it was due to my 2 hour afternoon nap. :/
Well okay Science was fun :)
Completed the whole chapter of Forces, and now we've got homework :/
Well never mind just a worksheet anyway. ^-^
So after Science, we had a break... Had fun eating and drinking. xD
(I didn't have my breakfast okay?)
Then we had English, AND IT WAS AWESOME HAHAHAHA!!!
Know why? 'Cos I get to shout out the answers and laugh and 'protest'!
HAHAHA, okay never mind you see, I'm crazy.
Finally headed back home with Celine! :)
And then, I headed for Interchange with Mom...
Okay I sort of went of a shopping spree! xD
(Been a long time since I done that)
I bought a pair of brown shorts, a shirt + a black outer vest, my facial cleanser,
my pair of school shoes and my facial absorbent paper :)
Yay~
Okay I'm listening to Homecoming by Hey Monday! now :)
Cassadee has an awesome voice okay!!! :)
Right there's a bee on the window. AHHHHHHHHH (random)!!!
Okay okay I'm off. :)

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY SANDRA CHIN ZHINING! :)
whee!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009@11:57 PM

YES THANKS DAD FOR BUYING FOR ME MY GOTHIC SLING BAG!!!
YAY IT'S THAT MAGNETIC BLACK SLING BAG :D
LOOKS LIKE AMU'S BAG!!!
Okay I'm crazy.
23:58pm but I'm still so jumpy... whoops.
confused i guess.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009@11:55 PM

Mom, SHHHHHHH!!!
GIVE ME SOME PEACE, PLEASE!
Gosh, must you nag at every infinitesimal thing?
Please leave me alone!
I know my table's messy,
my closet's messy,
I'm such a spendthrift,
my bed's messy,
I'm very noisy (especially when I sing)
and whatever!
I don't give a damn.
I'm going to sleep soo so why does my bed even matter?
I save up to buy the things I want.
I need to study and I have a lot of assessments.
My closet will eventually get messy anyway so who cares?
I want to find my talent so why can't I sing?
Shouldn't you be supporting your daughter instead of discouraging
her in searching for her talent?
Well, I don't give a damn.
I don't want any rules, just let me be free.
And, I want a talent, so let me find it.
Keeping quiet is better than discouraging me.
Right I know my singing sucks.
But I want my talent to come okay?
So stop laying all those freakin' rules. Damn.
And stop nagging at me like I'm some freakin' dumb ass.
Tcht!
I want my own life damn it.
My life isn't for you to control okay?
It's my decision isn't it?
I mean, you can set the rules but do you actually do them yourself?
Why must all the blame be always pushed to me?
What the shit? This house can sometimes literally
be my personal hell on Earth. Gosh.
And most of the time, school is better than my house.
Because I don't get scolded in school,
the rules aren't that annoying in school,
and my teachers don't keep barking at me,
some whom I can even consider friends.
So you see?
If you can just loosen up and chill,
life'd be better.
You don't have to be so concerned about every single damn thing right.
Just leave me alone, you'll be happy, I'll be happy.
And I think my friends understand me more than you do.
Look, you can't even identify when's the time I want to be left alone,
instead you continue bothering me.
And, there're times I want to drown my sorrows in singing.
You think I'm noisy but my friends don't mind.
I know I'm noisy but at least my friends understand my emotions,
but do you?
'Sides, you don't know what kind of freakin' psychological change I'm going through,
do you?
So you think I'm just a small kid.
I don't give a damn,
I just want my own life, okay?
You can say I'm rebellious but I seriously don't care.
You think you're always right, assuming everything,
and even if you're in the wrong you won't apologize.
So I always have to throw away my pride to apologize?
Shit.
Right you think I'm fooling around with the computer.
I was searching for a secondary school and you think I'm playing some lame games?
NO!
Even when I listen to music,
I'm trying to practise my voice! Maybe I don't have a musical talent,
but isn't practice more important? Damn.
Well never mind, I SHALL SLEEP TO GET THINGS OF MY MIND.
GREAT!
went out with celine!
4:58 PM

Hey! :)
Um well, I woke up at 7am today which was a miracle,
because I was on the phone till 12.10am with Sung Jin last night...
Thank God for waking me up so punctually for Maths supplementary! :)
(If I'd been late, the consequences might've given me a heart attack.)
After Maths supplementary had ended at 10.30am,
I went to Bedok Interchange with Celine to have lunch! :)
We had MacDonalds, and I FEEL FAT! xD
Well...
I ate 1 McChicken, 1 box of Medium fries, 1/4 of an apple pie and 1/2 of a cup of small Coke.
Sigh...
But never mind it was delectable! :)
(Compared to my usual lunch of instant noodles or economic rice, it's so much better.)
After that, we went to the library! ^-^
I found 2 Gossip Girl books! :o
After that, Celine went to the 3rd floor to find her Summer Camp Secrets xD
So while she was searching,
I had to go to the toilet because my stomach was seriously upset. -_-
Okay... Finally we borrowed the books
(Celine, please don't land me in trouble by returning them AFTER 7th April! xD)
and we went shopping! xD
Went to pepperplus, but the clothes were too expensive :/
(I only had $12 on hand), so we went walking around.
I saw a pair of really nice shorts outside NTUC :)
Kind of like NF shorts,
just that the material is slightly different and there are alot of buttons. :)
And it hit the bulls eye, $11.90! :) Great.
OH YES!
Before I bought my shorts, Celine saw a beggar with only 1 hand but still had 2 legs... :/
And yes, I know she's very kind, she actually dropped $2 in his bucket
(only to regret later by telling me her heart ached) xD!
Okay Celine, you are very kind, okay? :)
Right, finally went home and I actually took a 3-4 hour nap! (I FEEL LIKE A PIG!)
Okay my brother wants to use the computer now,
bye everyone! :)

[edit]
Well, I went to get dinner for my brother and so I met Celine at Basic Point. :)
Well... seems like today I hung out alot with Celine! ^-^
Mkay... Shall sign off now :)
Bye everyone!
Burnt a hole in my pocket.
Saturday, March 14, 2009@11:14 PM

Hey! Went to Tampines with Rachel Ng, Nana, Wanfang, Mengju and Afiqah today (:
Mkay so met Wanfang at the post office at about 11.30am if I'm not wrong.
And guess what, I ended waing up at 6am today...
Woke up for... I don't know, I think I had a real nice dream about Edward Cullen!
My blogskin isn't wrong yeah! xD
if i could dream,
it would all be about you
Mkay let's not sidetrack, shall we?
So I went to help Wanfang send her registered mail,
then we headed to the library to return my books.
I couldn't find any more Gossip Girl books this time,
which was disappointing.
And, no other interesting books...
So after that, I went to buy sushi! (I'd yet to eat breakfast and was starving you see)
And after finishing it, Wanfang and I went to buy Munchy's Donut!
I bought the Chocolate with M&M's Donut. Gosh, lip-smacking.
The chocolate was sort of melting under the scorching sun,
and my thumb was full of sticky chocolate.
But it was ultra delectable, so who cares about making your hands dirty? :)
After that, we went to meet MengJu & Afiqah at the Interchange and we headed off to Tampines Mall! :)
I bought a Seventeen magazine 'cos the cover had the actress of Blair Waldorf in Gossip Girl :)
Nice.
And inside,
I saw Demi Lovato and...
TWILIGHT!!! :)
Right Edward Cullen... <3
Mkay shall not fall into my bad habit of sidetracking (this habit is sudden) xD
We went to Popular first :)
I bought my Taylor Swift Fearless album there!!! :)
Oh yeah my class group (Blue 1) got 2nd in terms of points so we got a $5 Popular voucher each. NICE! :)
The album cost $11.90 so I only needed to pay $6.90. Sweet!
And before that,
I was in a dilemma whether to buy Taylor's album or Twilight (Movie tie-in edition) but I thought Twilight (Movie tie-in edition) was a waste of money since the DVD is going to come out in like a week's time? I don't know for Singapore's case...
Taylor's voice awesome!
And she looks super gorgeous too :)
Right, after that, we went to another CD shop,
and I had to resist the temptation to NOT buy Demi Lovato's Don't Forget album. :/
After that, we went to the arcade and I played Para Para... Usual xD
Yay, I can't believe I managed to only spend $1.50 in the arcade! :)
And while I was dancing the 3rd stage, I suddenly heard a "Hey!"
Okay Rachel & Nana found me!!! :)
So finally finished all the rounds and the last song was Romeo & Juliet!!!
WOW!!!
I was thinking, "Why isn't there Edward & Bella? That'd be way more awesome!"
Right...
After that Mengju introduced herself to them and yeah, we went to have lunch but Rachel, Nana and I went to eat Pastamania while the other 3 went to Pizza Hut :/
Oh yes before that, I went to Minitoons and bought a really exquisite heart wind chime! :)
It's hanging on my bed frame now, and I love the silvery, tinkling sound! :) (Right I know I sound funny)
I had Hawaiian Pizza in Pastamania, it was scrumptious and I was having a hard time not shoving the whole plate down my throat. :)
Okay Rachel, Nana and I were having a fun time talking. :)
After that, we went to shop for clothes! :)
Nana wanted to go to Cotton On first.
I tried on a pair of denim shorts (I think it looked quite nice) but apparently it was too short, so never mind! :)
Went to Miss Emily next (Rachel's favourite shop), and the two teenagers were trying on glamorous tube dresses (which I don't think I will never be able to afford unless I ground myself for a month or so). And I think they'll get the title of Prom Queen if they wear that to prom, seriously.
Rachel, I think the black dress looks awesome on you, just put on a jacket or something and wear your Converse!!! xD
After that, we went to Valerie. :)
I kind of liked this sparkling gem necklace,
but it cost about $14 so totally off my budget list! (I was only left with $19 and if I bought that, it'd be very, very unsafe)
After that, I wanted to buy a Rubiks cube, so we went to Toys 'R Us.
And Rachel's decision is really sudden...
She suddenly wanted to play hide and seek I have absolutely no idea why I'm the catcher. SHEESH!
So I took some soft toys for my 'cannon shot'! xD
Kind of fun, just that my legs were freezing and my toes felt like dropping off due to my sandals.
In the end, I didn't want to buy the Rubiks 'cos I wanted to buy clothes. :)
And then Wanfang sms-ed me telling that they were off to White Sands... I guess they wanted to take neoprints? So I followed Rachel to Nana's house, where I played my Taylor Swift CD and flipped through my Seventeen magazine. :)
You know, Nana's house is kind of nice, with that warm feeling. :)
After that, we went to the street shops along Tampines! :)
I bought a Little Miss Curious tee (light red, I think) and Rachel bought a white shirt with a camera printed in front of it. :) And Nana went to get her hotpink specs!!! Nice. And I finally made my way home. :)
Went home and read Twilight!!! :)
You know, I can't stop dreaming about Edward Cullen. Oops.
Then Daddy came and bought dinner for my brother and I :)
After dinner, I went to call LAREYNA!!! :D
Lareyna I know I'm crazy. (She thinks I laugh at every single small thing) xD
I sang some songs, and then I went to bathe. :)
Sms-ed SungJin for awhile! :)
(Oh yes I'm glad we're friends again... I thought she was pissed off with me :/ Thank God!)
And then dried my hair, and I called back Lareyna and sang more songs.
You know, I think my singing sucks but she says my singing's not bad.
Wow... ._.
And she says I write very nice stories... I don't know, 'cos I can't help thinking I don't have a talent :/ Never mind I guess it'll come someday. :)
Sang a long list of songs... And I think I really went out of tune when I sang Black Diamond, This Is Me and La La Land :/ I don't have a soprano voice and neither can I hit the high note... :/
Right I'm gonna go off now, maybe I'll do a little homework...
Good night, good bye and God Bless everyone!

La tua cantante
Friday, March 13, 2009@11:51 PM

Alright, I guess I've changed my blogskin.
I know I haven't been updating much,
but I guess it all revolves around one reason: HOMEWORK!
Apparently, I've yet to touch a single homework,
and summer vacation isn't even a vacation, because I still have
to go back to school on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday.
I'm going out with WanFang, MengJu, Rachel Ng, Nana to Tampines tomorrow,
and I have church and I'm going to HuiYing's house for the Science project on Sunday.
On Wednesday, I need to go to ShiRui's house for the Science project.
So, I guess they used the wrong term of vacation...
Well, I don't really mind. Just have to bear with it.
And if you're wondering why I'm speaking in proper English,
the reason is because I'm trying to practise for my English exams.
Right, 5 to 6 months MAY seem long,
but somehow time just flies by and before you even realise it,
it's gone and you can't turn time back.
I need to work hard, because I seriously can't afford to
lose out to others. No, never. Especially not at THIS crucial period of time.
I want to hit my targt for my PSLE aggregate! (267 is my first target,
257 is my second target and 244 is my last target.)
All in all, I'm aiming for Anglican High School. So I really need a minimum T-score of 244.
Well, I wish I could go to America to study,
but...
I guess it's a long story, and I can't be bothered to explain.
Alright... I'm going to probably search for some information online.
I guess you can say I'm paranoid.
Well, maybe I am.
Who knows?




Je t'aime
Monday, March 9, 2009@11:10 AM

HAHA xD I'm like posting in the comp lab in school now ! LOL .
I wanna listen to Tim McGraw =(
Anw, got back my English & Maths paper.
Maths got improve, English... HAHAHAHAHA.
Mdm Suriani call my name then she say I get 78 / 95 then
I hurry jump out of my chair and sort of scream, I don't know
then my chair fell to the ground . HAHAHAHAHHA.
Mkayz I'm gonna buck up cos I dont wanna let Huiying trash me with
her 87 / 95 =o=o=o=o
Tell you she damn smart kay , study abit also get 87 *smack table bang*
My method of studying for English =
sing English songs + read a book from the Twilight series :D YAY !
I can do both at the same time but I prefer the latter option xD
Wait is it latter or former (2nd option)
sighhhhhhh I'm dumb .
Mkay Maths got 76, at least made 7 marks improvement compared to last year's SA2...
BUT I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BUCK UP MKAY ?
I WONT LET SMARTIES LIKE MISS TAN HUI YING TRASH ME D=
Sigh WanFang's in Malaysia now , lol I feel bored roar .
Mkay I'm random bye hohohohohoz .
You know what? I keep thinking Edward Cullen REALLY exists.
Mkay not that ... (ew) Robert Pattinson , I mean the REAL REAL REAL VAMPIRE,
EDWARD CULLEN ! :D
HAHA .
Saturday, February 14, 2009@5:58 PM

Lol sorry for not updating a long time! =/
I have school , and've been updating my private blog(:
hehe .
Anyway,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! :D
I WANT EDWARD CULLEN -
No wait HE AND I ARE MARRIEDDDDDDDDDDDD =]
YAY 1000000000000000000000th anniversary I'm a vampireeeee ~~
Lol xD ok I know I'm mad. :)
And right , VAMPIRES CANT CRY LIKE ME T.T
I cry damn easily one okay ! haiz .
I suddenly like Demi Lovato o_o
Still prefer Taylor Swift though! Haha.
Anw had health checkup ytd , LOL HAHA!
My spine still 3 degree . YESYESYES!!!
LAST YEAR 3 DEGREE ALSO WOOPEE !!!
THANK GOD HALLELUJAH!!! :D
If I get 5 degree, I think I become damn paranoid liao la,
lol haha xD
Yay and I'm gonna make my white specs soon!
WHEEEEEEEEE I WANT WHITE :D
Butbut what I want most is...
GOLDEN CONTACTS!!! :@:@
I WANT .
Right enough ranting xD
Sian I also want Alice's choker T-T
Got the Cullen family crest ! WHEE .
Alrighty just updating for fun. :)
Yay I revived my blog okay,
I'm a goodgoodnicenice vampire.
Okay I'm lame. Who cares =]
Tuesday, February 10, 2009@3:43 PM

So I'm just a burden to everyone, right.
Adding on to YOUR stresses and burdens,
and your troubles.
So I'm just a dumb kid? RIGHT!
Anw I feel like creating a private blog.
I'm just an emo childish freak right!!!
:@
Saturday, February 7, 2009@11:39 PM

BOO HAHAHAHA LONG TIME NO POST
LOL HAHAHAHHAA I LOVE TODAY :B
Went to Tampines with Wanfang! xD
Wanted to go Post Office buy stamps but closed ... -_-
So nvm went to Bedok MRT there wait fr the blogshop owner...
I BOUGHT ONE TWILIGHT POSTER AND IT'S HANGING
BESIDE MY BED NOW HAHAHAHA THEN MY MOM SAY,
WHY GOT GUY SO WEIRD
LOL HOHOZ I LIKE I LIKE I LIKE
AHAHAHHA .
Sorry I know I've gone mad =p
anw went to tampines by mrt ,
reached there then i bought lemonade
then wanfang buy prawnszxz ,
then went to pastamania fr lunch ! HOHOZ .
damn nice lor the hawaiian pizza,
so soft then the cheese super uber nice ,
then cheaper + nicer than pizza hut!
8 pieces = $12
Pizza hut = 6 pieces = $14
hohoz .
so after that went to a cd shop!
then saw demi lovato cd but damn ex so nvm -.-
then i saw elmo cd! :P
I WANT LOL HAHA .
jkjkjkjk xD
after that went arcade!
then we play drum game but the stick gone
so we use hand slap slap then our hands red red -_-
then after that i play para para like 8 rounds xD
then wanfang go popular then after that i went to find her,
then she say she want from me lend $ =x
then right she showed me something
that almost made me scream till the windows all shatter =D
SHE SHOWED ME ...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
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THE TWILIGHT SOUNDTRACK CD :B:B:B:B
OBVIOUSLY I BUY LAH LOL DUMB :D
hokays $19 but i bought with popular voucher(:
YAY DAMN NICE OKAY ,
HAHAHA I'M BLASTING MUSIC HERE ~~~
Ok oh ya before i went to popular i went to x-craft xD
I bought one square bangle fr Ashley Greene, HAHA.
The actress starring Alice Cullen lah! :P
Her bday 21 Feb plus I managed to get her address online :D:D
after that went Century Square then bought another hairpin fr her :D
Not sure if she like it anot ... haiz but whtever went comic connections,
bought some crap stuff then went back .
hokies gotta rush homework .
whoops .
BYE BUB :D:D
http://myspace.com/ashleymichele ! WOOPEE ASHLEY GREENE :D:D
Friday, January 30, 2009@10:56 PM

Pretty much demoralised.

Sometimes I really feel like going somewhere,
where I can truly be alone,
cut away from this like, shattered world?
Thanks Rachel Ng fr letting me call you
and pretty much rant about the pathetic crap
happening these days.
It's kinda... complicated I guess?
Anw, I've started on Chapter 1 of my story =P
Wanna see, email me :D
ANDANDAND!
I WANT THE TWILIGHT COMPANION ! SOB. :(
Saturday, January 24, 2009@11:20 AM

Life these days have been pretty much interesting,
but on another perspective it's also...
sort of unenjoyable.
School's kinda boring you know .
I'm eager for school to end each day,
And now with the upcoming CNY, it'd be much better...
for me.
I'm really really really very very very bored.
Yawnnnza .
Been walking back with Celine home for the past few days.
I have to admit,
this month is such a horrible headstart for the New Year.
I fell twice this month! GOSH.
I hardly fell last year and this year I fell like twice in the first month? -.-
Fell once on my knees and palms, and once on my ankle -_-
Anyhoo, I just came back from the market with my mom.
Damn it, I shouldn't have went -_-
Like I had to walk & wait so long and waste my time,
and then listen to her scold me -_-
On the way home she was like saying some profanities?
And like what, am I her punching bag?
Shit I'm so not going to go to the market with her next time.
I feel like being alone !!!
Stupid,stupid,stupid. -_-
Anw I'm probably going to Bugis later(:
Getting my skinnies tmr! WHEE .
I cant believe I'm allowed to wear black. Ha ha ha.
The blogshop good leyzz , it's like $15 per pair? :)
Forgot the link though, sorry =x
And I think I'm gonna buy a Little Miss Curious tee later :D
And my shoes + earrings + ring + skirt xD Yay .
I hope the Kinokuniya there has the Twilight Companion :(
Boohoo . Gotta rush my homework soon though . :(
And I just had a dream a few days back(:
I've been reading Midnight Sun the past few days,
AND IT'S SO NICE READING EDWARD CULLEN'S THOUGHTS <3
EDWARD CULLEN EDWARD CULLEN EDWARD CULLEN! Haha <3<3<3
My dream is about me sleeping on my Trigonometry workbook.
LOL.
Yay I'm 17 in my dream, haha so old :D
Then I was like in Forks? For college? Cos I got a scholarship from Anglican?
Haha I know I hvn tke my PSLE still dream about college, lol :D
And then right Edward come into my room! :D:D
Cos I rented a house. =o
Very funny I doubt I'd have the money even like 5 years later. Ha ha ha ha ha.
Someone around me doesn't grasp the concept of contradiction.
Okay I was like blasting music from my comp?
Love Story, whee. And then I was webcamming with Celine but she saw me asleep
so she closed it xD
And then my room had the Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn poster,
then on top of the posters is a row of rainbow lights and then I had a pink
heart & amethyst wind chime on top of my single sized bed :D
And then my laptop was black and my phone was my dream phone?
I mean the Sony Ericsson Walkman phone, plus it was Cosmopolitan White!
The dream very nice you know , I still can rmb every itsy bitsy detail. =]
Then I had one diary, ranting about Edward? HOHOz.
Then when I fell asleep my pen fell to the floor.
About 2am I think, then Edward came in and then he was like standing next to me
then I was like in DreamLand then I was dreaming first about Celine and me
walking together home? Finally rewind to 2009! :D
I was like mumbling, "Celine... Ice-blended... Amu-chan... Amulet Heart... Watashiwa Tadase..."
Very incoherent =x
Then after that I dreamt about Edward and me alone in the forest,
then I was muttering, "Edward... Edward Cullen."
And then I sung in my sleep ?!? HAHA .
It's a love story baby just say yes~
LOL .
HAHHAA.
Very very funny anw why would I dream about me sleeping when I am already sleeping,
LOL HAHA .
And okay got another scolding.
What a perfect day.
And another.
Gosh what's happening to this house.
I seriously feel like unlocking the door and running off.
And running barefoot is much better.
No slippers / high heels / sneakers
Best .
Hah .
What a stupid day .
Okay off to my Midnight Sun world :D
Bye .
Saturday, January 17, 2009@6:34 PM

Yawnz. Very bored now =x
Read Midnight Sun just now and
Edward's thoughts are pretty fun to read, y'know.
xD
Alrighty then gotta do homework now =x
Haiz boreddddddddddddddddddddd.
Thursday, January 15, 2009@4:37 PM

Estrella for the protagonist of my love story! xD
Or is Hermoso nicer.
Estrella = star in spanish
Hermoso = heart in spanish
or Amour nicer @_@
Amour = love in spanish
haiz .
still finding guy's name . -.-
4:11 PM

BOO .
I'm alone at home now! =P
Anw , I know my blog's super dead .
Aiya very busy one mah ._.
Alot of homework . sob .
and i feel short :@
I WANT TO BE 5'4" = 1.6m :(
Haha anw 6a quite fun just that very stressful.
I think .
I LOVE TWILIGHT :D:D
Haha I love my little booklet xD
Cos I get to rant on and on about Twilight!
Whee .
Alrighty then class blog - http://6awesome-09.blogspot.com !
Hahaaaaaaaaaaa .
Anw I'm thinking of writing a love story .
HAHA .
Just to let myself remember...
the girl as the baddie is Angelica I think .
LOL .
Angelic - NOT!
kk got it from a daydream while eating .
ya my brain very crazy i know .
okok gotta rush homework now .
sob =(




I love Edward Cullen :DDDD
Thursday, January 1, 2009@6:09 PM

Happy New Year~

well I'm not enthusiastic about 2009.
PSLE ._.
and I seriously feel like banging my head on the wall now.
I feel like exploding!
My heart's convulsing
and my brain's bursting.
I really really really gotta relax.
Wheeze -_-
Tuesday, December 30, 2008@3:07 PM

Yay Celine came to my house yesterday!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Spent most of the time hogging the comp to watch Shugo Chara!.
Utau & Fujisaki are HOT . =P
Amulet Clover sucks -.-
Amulet Heart & Amulet Spade okok lor ._.
Amulet Spade looks like Sakura leh xD
And I don't really like Amu lor.
She go pull up her skirt like siao and her hair -_-
Tadase very funny leh .
And Celine says he's like damn cuteeeeeee .
HAHA ._.
Okok afte watching we went tgh to the nearby market xD
HONESTLY I FEEL LIKE THE NEW MAID ARGH .
MY BROTHER WANT TO EAT CANNOT GO BUY HIMSELF MEH
CALL ME GO BUY @_@
But nvm -_-
VERY LAZY ! =x
So went with Celine and we bought ice kacang xD
Obviously we share lah our appetite small :P
then I saw my church friend, LOL !
Ok so after that I went to buy milk & my cereal :P
+ TITBITS FROM 7 ELEVEN, YAY .
Then I bought coke slurpee xD
Cos got the Maple Cup! xD
Shared again but anw Celine said she was damn full =x
so bought Nasi Lemak fr my bro -.-
Then Celine bought Chicken Wing + Taiwanese sausage, LOL !
I eat the chicken crumbs only xD
crispy mah then Celine say very nice, haha xD
So bought peanut waffle fr my mom =x
I donnid eat anth one lah , hehe xD
so came back & played the ds & psp :D
hehe the potato chips damn nice .
btw thanks Celine fr helping me carry the stuffs!
=]
And also,
thx fr lending me ur psp to play,
thx fr giving me the chocolate marshmallow,
thx fr coming to pei me cos i feel like dying of boredom at home.
=]
hehe ok i'm off to watch twilight! xD
dunno at veoh.com or sth . yawnz ~
2 more days to New Year =[
3 more days to school =[
shit i'm so NOT looking forward to 2009!
Saturday, December 27, 2008@1:22 PM

Hello world ._.
Okay just came back from Audition with Lareyna
and my FAM. xD
Apparently I keep losing and Lareyna's Audition hair SUCKS. =x
It's that pink colour bob... ._.
Anyway!
I had another dumb dream again.
Yay I'm realy obsessed with Twilight now. xD
I was Bella! O_O
Okay I successfully punched Jacob's nose.
Now he's got a broken bone.
Like I care xD
Okay my injuries:
Arm & hand broken.
Okay I needed a cast.
So Edward brought me to his house.
xD
And then another one was...
Jasper was giving instructions on how to
fight the newborns.
So I said, LET ME TRY!
Edward and the others were all reluctant
because they thought I was attempting suicide.
But Jasper said okay so I jumped there. =x
Anyway lately I've been around jumping on my bed.
Yeah I know I'm crazy.
So the battle begun, HAHA.
Anyway in my dream,
I was still human but I had some damn insane powers.
He pounced on me xD
Edward was growling, HAHA.
Alice was gasping like a little doll =x
But still lookin surreal & angelic. xD
And then...
I squeezed my eyes shut and fire surrounded me.
Jasper quickly retreated.
I could hear gasps and I quickly willed
my flames to recede.
Then I shouted, "Yay!"
and went over to Edward to give him a massive hug.
He said that I had some weird powers.
I replied, "What in this world is a legend or fairy tale?"
Yay <3
KISS.
Woke up -_-
Sighs.
I'm having Twilight dreams nowadays.
Alright time to study/do homework/cook lunch!
I'm pissed off.
(Face in hands feeling despondent.)
YAY.
I had tried to speak in proper english.
Was it a success? o.o
Friday, December 26, 2008@4:54 PM

Hehe,
a late
MERRY CHRISTMAS
to you guys out there!
=]
YAY I GOT ECLIPSE FOR CHRISTMAS! =o
THANKS JIE <3
Really damn appreciate it!
I wanted it so damn much <3
Woah have to search island wide leh -_-
YAY DAMN NICE
I CAN'T BELIEVE I READ IT IN 2 DAYS :D
So collection complete ?
Maybe not , I want Midnight Sun for my birthday xD
And watch New Moon and the Twilight DVD ! xD
Just came back from buying school skirt =x
Anw I had a DAMN HILARIOUS DREAM OK .
I dreamt that...
Edward is my maths teacher, LOL .
Alice is my english teacher, LOL .
Jasper is my science teacher, LOL .
Emmett is my PE teacher, LOL .
Rosalie is my social studies teacher, LOL .
VERY FUNNY YOU KNOW!
HAVE TO CALL MR CULLEN OR MS CULLEN OR MS HALE OR MR HALE ,
HAHA DUMB RIGHT I KEEP LAUGHING .
Then when first start school ,
Principal say they're from America,
LOL WTH ._.
Ok dumb right then she nvr say they assigned to which class -.-
i keep gasping when i see their skin for dunno what lah LOL .
okay then i reach class i sit with celine =p
OF COURSE LAH .
okay then first lesson is maths .
i wanted to sleep -_-
but anw Mr. Cullen walked in, LOL LOL LOL .
(Mr. Edward Cullen xD )
he got tousled bronze hair like in the book
and he was wearing an ivory sweater
and leather pants and dunno what shoes -.-
PLUS DAMN HOT YOU KNOW .
okay my dream very dumb i know .
then he intro to us in his velvet voice ,
I'm Mr. Cullen .
ROFLROFLROFLROFL WTH HE SO FORMAL MEH ,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
then he teach us algebra i cant focus
i looking at his golden eyes LOL .
then after that he come sabo us with a mountain of hw -.-
okay so whn he put the ws on my table i ask ,
where did you buy golden contacts ?
LOL .
dumb right-.-
okay he responded: Forks.
HAHA .
Kk then i rush homework .
I KNOW I KNOW DUMB LAH .
Just read on it's funny .
after that english class ,
Alice walked or danced into class, HAHA .
she had spiky short black hair like in the book again :D
YAYYAYYAY .
i keep smiling and i saw her looking at me, LOL .
i bet she was thinking im like siao or sth -_-
taken away by beauty =P
okok so she was wearing a grey tube dress with
a black cardigan and black stilettos, LOL .
"Hi all, I'm Ms. Cullen!"
(Alice Cullen or Mrs. Hale)
HAHA .
She teach English I dunno how ,
very weird anw .
so after class end and the bell ring for recess ,
i went to ask her ,
Hi Ms. Cullen , do you know what are the exam paper's question?
I know you get premonitions =P
then she like , woahz yeah i know i'll tell you later.
but anyway that's cheating so let me consider it.
then i pouting for what, LOL .
then when recess i saw the teacher's carpark
got a:
Silver Volvo (Edward)
Yellow Porsche 911 Turbo (Alice)
Red BMW M3 (Rosalie)
Red Jeep (Emmett)
Silver Motorbike (Jasper)
HAHA .
I was like woah-ing at how rich they are -.-
Course lah Alice buy stocks sure own one ,
HAHA =x
then i saw them eating i went over for fun and asked,
do you want to eat chicken nuggets or wings i cant really rmb .
HAHAHAHAHA DUMB RIGHT .
then i said , or my blood o.o
they say never mind for both options HAHA . =x
so I was thinking , or rather shouting mentally ,
EDWARD YOU CAN HEAR ME RIGHT YEAH !
I know your family is a coven of vampires.
I LOVE VAMPIRES.
I know you won't harm me because you have golden eyes
and you said golden contacts could be bought in Forks.
That's a damn rainy place and anyway where's Bella and
Renesmee , over at La Push or what?
I don't like Jacob that Indian tallie 'cos he's such a big bully!
LOL LOL LOL DUMB RIGHT .
He like , wow-ing or sth .
He replied:
Well... I have to admit you are a little insane but anyway,
you are right. We're vampires. Bloody massacres of animals.
"Vegetarian vampires." You're smart. Bella is at home
looking after Renesmee. Anyway we sort of owe the werewolves,
and Jacob's going to be my future son-in-law
because he imprinted on Renesmee.
Emmett & Jasper were roaring with laughter and
Alice & Rosalie were giggling & Edward was chuckling LOL .
Rosalie is giggling; that's impossible but my dream's crazy
so read on =P
BTW, i dint get everything correct okay .
i dont have a pictographic memory =P
and then we had science Jasper is our science teacher,
LOL LOL LOL . BLONDE WHO LOOKS LIKE HE'S IN PAIN . =x
Mr. Hale xD
blonde curly hair with a black sweater and jeans and dunno what shoes.
so he teach us forces & simple machines
just to revise ._.
very funny we doing expeiment he accidentally crush the metal.
HAHAHAHAHA.
he quickly throw away the fulcrum of the lever i think .
not sure =x
very dumb right!
then after that we revise electricity i kena electrocuted, LOL HAHA .
i mean while doing experiment.
he go tke away the wire then my skin almost freeze, LOL LOL LOL .
then i was like going to throw the fused bulb when he go and crush it ?
LOL .
i keep laughing after he hurry clear the mess .
went to wash my hand but what's the point when my hand was freezing.
I KNOW I KNOW I WAS DUMB IN MY DREAM .
but anw im not that dumb in real life =x
and then after that got PE ,
Mr. Cullen!
(Mr. Emmett Cullen)
damn funny =x
he got black hair with a dark blue shirt and pants and sneakers LOL .
then he was wearing a baseball cap and he was punching for warm up,
HAHAHAHAHHAHA i know nonsense right =x
then got thunder then the rest of the Cullens & Hales come
we watch them play and my ear almost explode, HAHA .
my class was like O_O-ing at the strength but anyway we
thought it was the thunder =x
I KNOW IM DUMB ._.
is they hit one you watch the movie or read the book sure know
liao what HAHA .
and they managed to run slow xD
plus they suddenly change attire HAHA .
we were like clapping at the good game HAHA .
more like excellent game =p
then Rosalie teach us social studies eh wth .
she covered WWI , WWII and alot more -.-
had blonde curls with a red long sleeved dress
and dunno how high heeled boots ?
-_-
ok whatever superduper beautiful huh =x
of course her history pro she's like dunno how old =x
forgot what happen liao sorry =x
cos social studies is boring to me xD
finally class end i went to their house in Alice's Porsche!
YAYYAYYAY ALICEEEEEEEEE .
kk the house is hella big that's all i can say .
located in some BIGGG forest ._.
i saw Bella & Renesmee & Jacob & Carlisle & Esme, LOL!
I almost scream and Edward was murmuring about
how psychotic I am xD
WELL I AM , :P
okok so finally woke up at like 11+,
i know my dream very dumb but enjoyed it so there!
xD
if can come true the world is in total disorder -.-
ok whatever .
bye =p